Anxiety Attacks

Well here I am again, moaning and groining, as always, complaining about this or that, because I am painfully aware that the World around me is ruled by the Evilness of humanity and definitely attempting in every way possible to beat me down and ruin my walk with my Creator. After 36 stinking, horrible years of suffering from Anxiety and panic attacks, I finally learned the formula to what causes this miserable discomfort. Ouch! There for a moment I thought I was having an aneurysm. The pain in my neck was so different from any other I ever experienced, that for some reason the thought came to me like a word of knowledge. I grabbed my Nikken Magic Wand with the two Magnets and started rolling and PRAYING like all get out. That was an hour ago the pain is gone and I'm still alive, Thank God, and my Nikken roller. Anyway back to the story. All these years I have been fighting anxiety attacks, and I wrote a book on how this kind of stinking thinking affects folks. However it didn't really click until I saw a TV program kind of a Biography about one of the greatest football quarterbacks in history, namely Terry Bradshaw. He was a Louisiana boy who rose to Fame and Fortune in Professional Football.

Well according to the story Mister Bradshaw suffered a very debilitating emotional trauma, for many years. He was a football hero in High School, and College. However when he played his first year as a pro ball quarterback, he had a bad year and a lot of that teams fans booed him and he was hurt by their rejection of him and very disturbed about what they thought of him as a player and as a man in general. He was very disappointed in his ability and even more so with the attitude of the home team Fans. With his later success and even a three or four time Superbowl championships, he was still plagued with terrible anxiety attacks. As I watched the program and it turns out Bradshaw after retiring came to a roast or Hall of Fame event and he and his old coach and the fans settled their difference and He is a new man. Well I don't know the exact details of his situation, but the truth came to me like a flash of lightening. BAM! You see when we stop thinking God and start thinking ME, things just seem to fall apart. It starts off with

1. DISSAPPOINTMENT.
Then comes 2. ANGER.
Next is. 3. FRUSTRATION. After that.
4. DEPRESSION.
Followed by 5. ANXIETY ATTACKS. Physical damage

(1). The rest is history. As the physical body deteriorates, usually from Heart complications, or mental brake down, the victim either is killing himself slowly, unknowingly, or commits suicide on purpose. People get caught up in this trap because I think the Lion roaming around to devour us is responsible for the thinking we do. The shield we need to ward off the fiery darts (thoughts) are found in the Bible. OK! Now that you are aware of this method of self-defense, watch out. When someone or something doesn't go or turn out like you expected, and you’re naturally disappointed, blow it off, and try something else. Don't set around and mope all day. Think instead what the Bible teaches concerning that particular situation. If you don't know, then get your Bible out, dust it off and read it. There is an answer for every problem known to man, in that Book. Ha! Our heavenly Father had it all figured out before He even created the World and us. What do you think? God is surprised by some of the sins we commit .I don't think so. Relax! I'm not preaching to you. This is real self-defense, in the Spiritual, and Mental realm. So there you have it. Complaining, gripping, that will not get it changed. That's why I write and expose my very heart to all who read my works. I am embarrassed a lot by confessing my failures and sins to the public and strangers. The way I see it is that many folks don't understand me and some think I'm a nut case. However thats their loss. If just one individual is helped in anyway then it's worth any disfavor I may receive from the Pharisees. HA! Jesus Loves me so there.